I have some pretty deep and CRAZY weird Dreams

So these dreams are getting a little scary...I was living in my childhood house by myself and its dark and raining outside.  These kids come to my door and I look out to my driveway and there is this monsterous rat taller than the house scattering around...I rush the kids in and Im trying to protect them when I wake up.

To see a rat in your dream, signifies feelings of doubts, greed, guilt, unworthiness and envy. You are keeping something to yourself that is eating you up inside.  Or you have done something that you are not proud of. Alternatively, a rat denotes repulsion, decay, dirtiness, and even death. The dream may also be a pun on someone who is a rat. Are you feeling betrayed?

In particular, to see a black rat, represents deceit and covert activities.

Every night it seems I dream about something different and crazy and I have no idea why.  But the so called meanings to my dreams speak to me and make me think deeper...You should definitely check out the site.

http://dreammoods.com/

My Recent Dream Meanings...Super Weird

To dream that you are on the beach and looking out toward the ocean, indicates unknown and major changes that are occurring in your life. Consider the state of the ocean, whether it is calm, pleasant, forbidding, etc.




To dream that you are a police officer, represents your own sense of morality and conscience. The dream may serve to guide you down a straight path. If you have recurring dreams that you are a police officer, then it may mean that your past actions are leaving you with guilt. Consider your behavior and actions as the cop. If your dream that you are in pursuit of a suspect, then it indicates that your naughty and devious side is in conflict with your moral standards.




To dream that you are taking an exam, indicates that you are being put to the test or being scrutinized in some way.�Such dreams highlight your feelings of being anxious and agitated. You may find that you cannot answer any of the questions on the test or that the test is in some foreign language. Is time running out and you find that you can not complete the exam in the allowed time? Or are you late to the exam? Does your pencil keep breaking during the exam? Such factors contribute to you failing this test. These dreams usually have to do with your self-esteem and confidence or your lack of. You are worried that you are not making the grade and measuring up to other people's expectations of you. You may also experience the fear of not being accepted, not being prepared, or not being good enough. You feel nervous, insecure and tend to believe the worst about yourself.

Dream Sequence

Ok so the lovely females above appeared in a dream I had last night along with the Barback Jarrett and I loved it so much I wanted to share it!!! 

 Ok so all four of us are on a special task force that fight crime and we are totally bad ass.  Our cheif and leader Patty has just been murdered in a undercover opp. gone wrong within the mafia.  We now band together to avenge her death by planning an ambush on the mafia bosses guards.  We all have our own color mood ring on that we communicate through and we are talking about strategy outside the room of the guards poker game in their abandonned warehouse.  They get a sudden call of a breach and so we scatter me and Jarrett run to the nearest bathroom and hide out.  then the door starts to slowly open and I run to close it back shut and yell to the guard that its being occupied and I might be a while and he walks away with a friendly ok...  We feel it is all too risky to do anything that night so we all get in our get away car which happens to be my black custom trans am and we flee off into the sunset.

Best Dream Yet....lol

MY LIFE UPDATE

I dont have to move out and I get to keep my JOB!!!!

My best friend Mark had a baby girl named Rileigh Cecilia Richardson

TONY is the world to me still lol...

ISNT HE SO SEXY?!?!?!?!?!?!

oh and I turn 21 this Wednesday January 13th, 2010...

But yeah I wont be doing a damn thing because I am broker than a joker...

Well not much else to say other than I hate my birthday this year, I love Rileigh and Tony, and I hate this "snowy" weather TN is getting...

This is considered a snowday in Nashville lol...

CRAZINESS IN THE KERSEY LIFE

THINGS HAVE GOTTEN A LITTLE CRAZY AROUND HERE!!!

SO IM IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND!

MY MOM HAS MADE ME QUIT MY JOB AT HER OFFICE AND MOVE OUT OF THE HOUSE BECAUSE SHE DOESNT APPROVE OF MY LIFE{which there is absolutely nothing wrong with it}...

I AM HOPEFULLY MOVING IN WITH SOME FRIENDS HERE SOON IN THE "BRANTIOCH" AREA AND I AM JOB HUNTING WITH MY AWESOME RESUME AS WE SPEAK...

I LOVE MY MOTHER BUT SHE HAS TO LEARN THAT IT IS MY LIFE AND I DONT JUDGE ANYONE BY WHERE THEY ARE FROM OR WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE UNLIKE HERSELF.  IF SHE WANTS TO POTENTIALLY RUIN OUR MOTHER DAUGHTER RELATIONSHIP OVER THE FACT THAT IM TALKING TO AND FRIENDS SOMEONE SHE DOESNT LIKE WELL THEN SHE CAN RUIN IT THEN...I KNOW I WILL BE HAPPY IN THE END...

OH AND MY BEST FRIEND MARK IS HAVING HIS BABY GIRL RILIEGH TODAY!!!! I CANT WAIT TO SEE HER!!!

OMG...I really cant believe Im bout to be on my own, and happy with the friend that swept me off my feet.

Writing a song to the Yellow Light instrumental by Twista...Not finished, missing a verse, but this is what i have so far

FYI...when you read the lyrics some of the words are drug out or strained to flow with the music so just reading it you will not be able to get a good feel for how the song is sang...so dont judge lol

I want you...to. my. self.
you make me smile
theres no. one. else.
That drives me wild
like. you. do.
I want to be
with... you...

Hold you closely
feels so strong
Freak me slowly
this could take long

I'll be over
shortly...
Ill be your
one & only

Layin it down
Your. lil. mami.
I take the crown
& Scream. out. papi.

Love me
Hold me
Freak me
Baby... (4 x's)

Front back bend it side to side

top down in my Benz
while my hands on her thigh
yellow light
so I know I’m gonna hit it tonight
either way this girl
I know she is feeling me right
I just wanna keep her moaning
long kiss keep it stroking
every minute keep her open
nice dick nice flow nice everything
baby I’m a rare king
look….put your feet down
start acting like a queen now
cause every time I go down
its like a feast now
good sex beauty beast wild
you know I beat it up like a preacher
or a teacher
Buena Vista
red light green light fucking you
till you tell me don’t stop
baby its so hot now
we……keep it on the low
if they ask we don’t kn-nn-nn-ow
fuck like everyday
in the back seat like/uh/uh/
yeah she love that
slow grind with her legs wide
nice blunt in the air now
let your hair down
yeah she fucking with best yo
she wanna fuck fast but its
yellow light

Im...so... sprung...
boy you got me
feeling so young
When I...
look into your eyes
boy you got me
reaching for the skies

Chorus (4x's)

We...
Can. be. together.
any...where
for...ever
out east kickin. it.
or in the vue
spittin. it.

Chorus (4x's)


I stopped writing at 2:00 minutes into the song

and I wanted one of my friends to spit thru the rest with the chorus playing thru out the rest of the song when its time for the chorus...lol